alamak.

having a headache now...... =S
im stressed. this is reeli annoying. i cant get the ci yu into my head..
NO MATTER HOW MANI TIMES I WENT THRU THEM.
how.. how...
every mark is precious.... gosh.
i sounded like a nerd.


wadeverr.
at least i love my result slip.
and my father owe me one more hundred bucks.
everything xcept for that E8.. haha.. for a math of cos.
e other subjects were practically up to my standards lor..
overall improved.. and thats enough for me.


oh yaa. if u so happen to be that someone who goes around boasting and comparing results [ESP. L1R5] pleaseee kindly scram and get out of our sight.
anddd YES IM SO JEALOUS OF U =)
mann.. try comparing them wif peepol in level 3 will u? DEY think iz no fight at all can.
if u're really that free den please do some self reflection.


blood boiling.


bye.

mayb..

hiee..


did some thinking..
and i no longer wana be caught in a dilemma.. as to leave the past behind me or not.
in other words, i shud jus wake up..
i have hold on for a really long time.
i wana be freed frm dose naive thinkings of mine.. lingering in my mind for too long. brainwash is not the way out.. i realise its never possible unless u're reeli that lucky or just the opposite.
its not true that i can simply forget everything... esp which i held dearly..
and its hard to tell whether i'll just take back these words the very next day..
i'll never know. but i'll try..
i'll focus on everything else except.... and


let go now.


*love is all i have to give to u.
love is more than just a game for two.

im coming.

HALO.


hahaa.. dark clouds are gathering in the sky. =)
slacking at home now.. quite boring but iz oways beta than attending skool..
missed the bio thingy too.. hahaa.. guess dey shud be at science center currently..


ytd was the food and fun fair thingy.
haha.. kinda enjoyed myself.. 3A earned 300+!!
and most of the credit goes to the 3a gals.. hahaa.. im not included lah.
dey put in a lot of effort preparing the food.. while i onli helped wif the selling.. =S
hahaa.. most of the customers were frm 2h bah..
glad to see everybodi helping out.. tuan jie jiu shi li liang!! =D hahaa.
din get to play the games.. lol.. but heard from dumb2 that 2c's stall was fun..
the haunted hse.. hahaa..
welllll.. tis is my last year participating in the fair liaox.


yepp.. slacked wif dumb n la bi afta skool.. hahaa.
den we watched a bit of the soccer match...
haha. the match not exciting one... cos iz "yi mian dao".


HA.. got the tix to mayday's concert le!!
=DDDDDDD im so touched i can cry..
lol. lukking forward.. =)


hahaa..
now's raining. heard that mi sis went to the zoo.. HAHA. iz POURING. =x


baibaiiiii.


*wo men ceng jing na me jing cai*

sore throat.. . . . .

dono why i suddenly miss u so much.


todae was a wasted day.. hahaaa..
i guess most peeps noe wad i mean. esp ALL sec 3s.
yepp.. was playin cards throughout the cca thingy.. hahaaa..
shiok. but took turns lah..
hahaa..


afta tat was sec 4 grad ceremony.. kao.
we were forced to stay to provide free labour for them.
hahaa.. and to create the 'atmosphere' sumhow.
unfair.. mi sister said dere wasnt anything lidat during her years.
she said durin her year onli the smarter sec 3s were allowed to watch.. but my whole cohort were forced to.
hmm.
oh ya.. da jia were STARVING by the time it ended..
hahaa.. mi tu di n ah ma pia-ed to tm food court lor..
cant imagine actually how lang bei we were.


wana go ice skating desperately!!
hahaa.. it seems very fun.
lets go during 2g chalet~~
hehee... hols are coming soon..
but before tat stiu hav o level chinese.. wth....
pi gu lor.. haven study fin.. =(
sadddddddddddddd.
i hope my sore throat will get betta.


finally went to tu di's hse todae..
hahahaa.. veri nice lah the hse.. CHAO big oso.
my own hse suddenly seems very tiny to me. hahaha.
kkie.. not tat kua zhang =p
played sadland. lol.. =S happyland lah..
QUITE fun.. QUITE addictive too.
=p.. yepp. her house veri comfy.. WHY MY HSE LIDAT ONE.
hahaaaa...
okiee. nvm. but i noe my father's doing his best.
hahahaaa.. =DD
home sweet home best.


till then.
baibaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..


*qing ni yi ding yao bi wo xing fu*

results out.

haaaaalooo.. *white fairy's here*


hahaa.. i TINK i can go the concert le.. no doubt the possibility's quite high. =)
hmm.. the results were out. im satisfied wif my results..
xcept for chinese.. .. . .. .......
sighh. i thot i cud hav done betta...
hmm.. tis time round the results a bit unexpected.. as in for all of us.
lyk i din expect mi chem will pass.. althou iz quite borderline. hahaa.
den i failed mi a math by 4 marks onli.. yepp. look. iz ME. =D
hahaaa. so i quite happie le. i got As too.. hahahaa.


but idiot lorz.. overall mi history drop from A1 to B3.. im not tryin to brag or anythin,
im jus plain disappointed. .. .. . haix.
den bof mi languages so lousy. english compre i jus pass.. chinese paper 2 oso..
now i noe i actually suck most at languages.
so the happiness actualy came from mi bio.. overall A1... ytd mi pa promised to gimme 100 bucks for each A.. onli include the overall grade lah. hahaa.
i nv force him.. dono why he suddenly came up wif that. lol. =p
yupp.. tats all i noe for now..i can onli pray hard for my E math overall!


todae was fun. hahaa. =D
we staed at the physical fitnes corner and played wif naaaanaaaa. =))
we played the "shi tou" game.. =p.. she supposed to catch ALL the rocks we threw.
but unfortunately she din managed to.. aWwWw.... dono why she so lag.
hahaa.. and i stress that we were veri frenly towards her okayy. *grins
im sure she enjoyed herself totally. wahaa =p
and i lurve the monkey bar.. hahaa.. but the palms of yr hand MUST be thick enuf to be able to play. =S


hahaa.. afta tat mi tu di snailz played bball a while... wif two sec twos. yepp...
den we went mama shop. hmm.. went home ard 6+.


havin a sore throat currently.. feeling terrible.. sigh.
at least my eye's gettin betta.. don feel lyk goin sch tmr.. haix.
baibai.


*there must be an angel wif a smile on her face*

=(

jus came bac frm the clinic..

mi left eye veri pain.. iz kinda swollen.
i rubbed too much and the bacteria got into mi eye..
noe wad!!
i actually hav MC for next two days de..
damn.
but i hafta take bac the damn results.
and damn it..
ms zarinah commented that our history results were horrendous.
wad a word..


and bcos of the trip to the doctor's..
i actually missed one whole episode of stairway to heaven.. ='(
i asked the missy whether can change channel.. buden she said thr's no channel U thr.. =S
wahh. den thr's one guy who has a high fever. 41.1~~~~~~.. kaoz. tat's enuff to make the enzymes all denatured.


my mood's pretty bad now..
forgive me..
sighs.
bai...

disappointed.. HAIX =(

i wan cry le...........
don tink i can go mayday's concert.. mann.. if only im RICH.
veri sad leh..... dono when dey'll cum agn.. iz such a rare opp.
im gona beg me parents.. hopefully i'll be there.
IZ MY GREATEST WISH now.
dey simply rock so muchhhh.


i guess i beta update more often now..
i hav a bad feeling mi com's acting up agn. =S
and i tink iz my fault.


HUGE sigh.
exams officially ended on friday.. =p
2g-ers went tm.. and some of us watched corpse bride, some ate seoul garden, others jus walked ard..
hahaaa..
I watched the movie =)
wif snailz tu di melia n nana.
it was quite nice lah.. hahaa.. but iz onli an hour long..
we saw that guy who was in charge of Machinees[?] during student camp! hahaa..
the one we kept chasin afta for money. lol..
he's stiu veri cute.. lol.
yahh.. haha.. afta e movie we walked ard tm..
lol. den snailz dey all bought a puzzle for their senior's bdae and we solved the jigsaw at bk..
hahaa.. before that i suggested doin it at the open field outside the mrt..
den dey sae iz veri diu lian.. =p me n liaz find it okay leh.
kkie.. so we did the jigsaw at bk.. hahaa.. agn... i hav the urge to buy jigsaw..
sighhh. but iz too ex le.. $50+ for 1000 pieces.
the one we did at bk iz onli 300 pieces.. haha.. picture of snoopy.
yepp..


lol.. afta tat we went liaz hse.. bcos..
we wanted to help her complete her jigsaw.. =p
1000 pieces. hahahaa..
yepp.. jigsaw-craze.. =D
so the same few of us went her hse..
lol.. buden the quality not veri gud one.. iz lyk wadever pieces u put together they'll fit nicely..
so we decided to jus follow the 'cheat code'.. haha.. cos thr are numbers behind the pieces.. den we jus followed the numbers and solved the jigsaw. =P
but iz stiu funn.. hehee..
we stayed until 10+.. den mi father drove us home..


aiya~.. now exams finish le den i feel so carefree.. hahaha.
lalalalalala.... happiness. (:


went shopping wif mi sis n ah ma ytd.. hahaa..
we went bugis.. but it was quite a brief shoppin trip.
reached thr ard 3+ lidat..
hmm.. i managed to buy slippers at U.R.S..
hahaa.. took quite a long time to choose..
cos all the designs were pretty nice. =)
yeahh.. and i saw a very nice bag.. but mi sis said it wasnt worth $34 for that..
so i gona cont second part of the shopping trip tml wif ah ma..
hehee.. tis time round we goin town.
iz been a long time since i've been thr.
anyone wana join us feel free.
get READY. =p



cant waitt. (:
baibai..


Don't waste another day
You never know when you'll get one
Don't waste another day
To do anything you haven't done
-did you, hoobastank

luck's on my side =D

heyyyyyyyyy~


MUAHA. russia came out todae.. HA.
i knew it i knew it!!
kkie.. im kinda sad now actually.
read my archives.. 2g...2g....
e freaking exams are gona be over in 2 days time!
yeahhhhh wads up mannnnnnnn. hahahhaa..
paiseh. zi high here.. =S


wOoOO~
jus now lamlam stiu ask mi how was the chem paper..
ha. ha.
errrrrr.. basically i can scrape together at least 50 marks.. jus nice??
cos i onli hav confidence in section C..
hahaa.. multiple choice i chose all dose answers which i preferred more.
ytd i study till veh stress mann.. actually wana giv up.. but i don wana land into combine sci..
haha.. lamlam's stiu e teacher anywae.. so why bother. =S


awww.. ytd was pride's last episode le.. =(
no more haluuu..
hahaa.. buden at least stiu hav my husband's show.. chengjun.. =p


OH YA!
how can i forget to announce my dear's concert?!
hahaa.. mayday's having a concert in singapore expo on 10/12..
oh man oh man oh man.
im so excited.
hahahaaaaa..
i oredy saved enuff money le.. but my ZHU sister no money at all.
hope we can GRAB the tix soon!!!!!
YEAH!


lukkin forward to 2G's chalet oso!!!!!
WAHH!! cant wait for the hols to comeeee...
i wana go zoo! escape! yay~


BAIIII.

so dead x.x

ha....


i onli studied ard 5 chaps of chem?..
i noe im gona be so dead tml.. sighhhhhhhh.
oso cant guarantee my history lei..
im betting my life on russia and germany!!!!..


may my God bless me. (=

am i evil?

haloz~


arGh.
todae's morning was rotten.
i woke up at 8+.. bcos the usual kids next block were screaming their heads off agn.


dey oways do that.
i was alone tat time..
cos mi mum n sis went m'sia..
talk bout m'sia.. dey went there for mi grandpa's bdae..
mann.. iz actualy next wk.. but dey put it forward..
den i cant go!!!!!
imagine.. everybodi will be thr.. and im stuck wif mi freakin exams.
SIGH.


yah..
the kids.
veri sickening leh..
everytime woke mi n mi sister up.
tis time round i was veri angry..
at firz i was lyk nvm.. cos dey stiu kids wad.
but i reeli nided my beauty slp.


dey did pause for a while lah..
but afta tat dey SCREAMED consecutively four times.
i reeli bth..
i went to my window and shouted "BU YAO ZAI HAN LE!"
=)
wow.


dey stopped. i tink their parents heard me or sth. heh.
that's gud.
but i cant get back to slp anymoreee......


im not evil.. am i?
well.. jus now i practised a few math questions lerrr..
im onli worried bout my calculator.. whether the batt is enuff.. tats all...
the others i shall let fate decide. =p


baibai.

yuan wei jue xing

im in lurve..

yuan wei jue xing rox(:

their songs reeli nice..
hahaa..
i die liaoz..
lost my motivation to study...
=(

i've been super stressed...
i CANT stand it.
freak!!!!!!!!!

tml not goin skool..
hahaa..
todae my klas ten ppl nv cum..
lol.
den i veri lonely.
cos snailz sek tianz n liaz nv cum..
haha.. actually ytd nite snailz n sek ask mi don cum skool today.. but
we actually planned to pon on wed one..
haha.. summore i told mi mum liaoz.
she SURE wont allow mi pon two days.
my parents stiu living in the ancient times..
hahaa.. dey don lyk me to pon skool..
tink goin to sch is REELI impt.. haha.
but i don blame em..

yeahh.. but haha.. at least the firz few periods are free periods..
hahaa.. ... .. . . .. .. . . .. . . . .. .. . . . . .. ...... . .

den firz recess liaz came.. lol.
she don intend to pon.. jus late.
yahh..

afta skool mi ah ma and chengz went to...
play arcade..
hahaa.. i noe..
we shud be studyin one.
but..
i reeli stress until wana xplode le!!

sighs.
we went to tm arcade.. played time crisis..
hahaa.. i almoz complete the whole thing!!
yeah. i'll finish it off sumday..

hmm.. i feel goin to skool iz reeli wasting time..
and shyt. i oways stay bac in skool play cards.
haha =S
ytd oso lor..
hahaa.. ard 10+ 2g-ers playedUNO/poker in 3k.. =x



i tink tats bout all.
im off to watch tv.. =p
baibaiz.

fireworks are cool.

wow...
fireworks are cool!!..

suddenly thr was fireworks jus now.. hahaa..
i tink iz for the opening of tam central community centre near my hse..
super nice leh!!!
caught a glimpse of it.. although iz not in full view.. hahaa.. i live 3rd floor nia..
summore sum of the blocks are blocking my view.
lol..

rmb national day i watched fireworks wif mi mummy too..
hahaa.. that was spectacular.
full view!!.. hahaa.. loud too.
mann.. next yr i wana watch it at the stadium. haha.

actually i din wana update todae..
but i got excited cos of the fireworks.. hehee.
too bad mi family members not at home.

basically todae i jus sat in front of mi com... =S
studied a lil...
sighh..

found the official site of Stairway to Heaven...
so i spent quite sum time at the page..

hmmmm.
i shall go try to absorb sumthing useful now.

baibaiii. =)